I just feel like.. I can’t even describe it, sad..lonely..hopeless.. like so bad that I can’t breathe. I feel like killing myself, idk. most of people wouldn’t even care if I did..

I don’t even know what my feelings are doing right now..

I just feel so empty right now. I can’t even cry. I just wish I had someone to talk to, someone who could say the right words, someone who cares. Imagine being alone all the time, every week, every month. yeah that’s my life atm. I have nobody, nobody to even give me a hug. And I’m feeling like everything is just falling apart and nothing helps. I don’t know what to do anymore, I just can’t do this much longer. I don’t wanna be alone